Sub_Frequency Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I've got a lump so big in my throat its hard to swallow.... and thats the truth in more ways then one. You were an inspiration to us all, so many laughs shared, so many things to never be forgotten, There is a huge hole in the DNB community everyone is heart broken for the loss. Thoughts are with the whole family and friends. and also for what its worth I can get the Japanese drafted out word perfect. if you would like any help with this I would be more than wiling to do it. Pakage has my contact info, so please don't hesitate to ask. several thoughts that stood out for me in this time were these & on that note much love to you Paul! "Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome." "Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal." "Our truest life is when we are in our dreams awake." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fulltimeplay Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 guys im deeply feelin for you all at this time it only so happens that it comes at a time for me when it is my best mates b-day, who chose to take his life in 2004. Fuck. It really fuckin hurts to hear that people who are so beautiful with so much to offer, chose to do this. and it takes time to accept. I feel for you all right now as it is the hardest thing to process. may all your strength be with you and remember, although it hurts. For every reason he had to die, there are a million reasons for us to stay alive. that alone kept me going one love to the nz crew. my prayers are with you paul, that you will find the reprieve you seek. And to all the fam, stay tight, hold strong, and dont be afraid to talk deep about how you feel. HARD. loves xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
avid Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 RIP Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BKom Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 RIP paul, Even tho i had only spoken to paul a few times around at events and when been visiting package he aways managed to make everyone laugh and his face will be sorely missed at following gigs. condolences to pauls family and all his friends. Respect bruv Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flirtwithdirt Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 Rest in Peace Paul Teddy & Natalie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christie Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 thank you to the family and friends that came today, for me personally it was such a healer. I only hope that through this we can be come stronger for each other. and that every one knows we are there, that there is always someone to turn to. The day was beautiful and so much love around xx Kia Kaha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zeb Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 I will miss Paul a lot. Everyone is remembering the funny things and smiley faces, but I will never forget his most stern looks and nods when talking about stuff that required deep thinking.I had only known him a few years, but he always treated me like an old friend, gave me honest advice and encouraged me and complimented my efforts as an M.C and any project or artwork he saw of mine. We agreed on so much about where the world was heading and possible solutions. His best advice to me being that it was time for us all to strengthen ourselves through focus on family, our passions and learning survival tactics, and to prepare to become more self-sufficient. Not your usual "party" topics ay, but i found Paul always willing to take conversation to a more mindful and meaningful level. I like to think that Paul was finding some leads to his own truth in Ninjitsu, and I will strive to acheive the things we spoke about. Ninjitsu has many philosophies, one core beleif that the warrior should aspire to Nobility; It is the Warrior’s pursuit of understanding in all things that makes him capable of the ultimate sacrifice, done for others to benefit by, not because he did not value life. As it is a flawed character that is incapable of recognizing the legitimate opportunity to acquire nobility, one that shall give their life more meaning and understanding. Achieved by one uplifting those too weak to help themselves or lacking in skill, in need of educating and training. So, the warrior way of understanding is fortified by one’s teaching those others, who are sincere seekers of the truth. Anyone who knew Paul even a little bit will agree, that he was always keen to share his knowledge, teach skills or share his energy and thoughts.He was a True and Noble Warrior. My love and thoughts go out to Alan and Mark and the rest of the England family. this is the exact impression i got when meeting paul for the first time up at safari lounge when i dragged my record box all the way from sackville st after a couple of "come up and give it a crack" texts from my good friend evoke telling me about an open decks dnb night..... i didnt play that night and im bloody glad i didnt cos i couldnt beatmatch to save my life but i'd been buying tunes for a few months and clanging away in my room having a great time..... evoke introduced me to paul that night and we exchanged numbers and agreed to hook up for a mix.... a few days later paul came round with a box of stellas and a bag of tunes for a jam...i played one record then mixed in a second tune....paul stopped the tune and me in my tracks and told me he was gonna show me something that might change my life..... within the next couple of minutes i had two tunes in time perfectly(the phrasing might have been a bit off ) but nevertheless paul had shown me a new skill and anyone that spins records knows that when you get that first beatmatch its pretty special.... i know i dont speak for myself only when i say this but the entire time i knew paul he helped and encouraged me to fine tune my skills as a dj and his memory,smile and laugh will continue to do so forever and for that i will be forever grateful. a perfect example of him wanting to help others progress and learn new skills for no gain of his own other than the sheer joy of seeing someone else enjoy themselves..... good lookin out homie.......peace.....zeb. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vanadis Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 Was good meeting you mate - even if only a few times. RIP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
romantech Posted January 13, 2008 Share Posted January 13, 2008 Man it was awesome see so many D’n B people yesterday. Obviously nato and craig touched on the musical side of Paul’s life but as someone pretty much purely connected to Paul through Drum’n Bass I felt it was important to recognise that – y’know I may have only had glimpses in talking with him over the last few years of what he was really about, but how many countless hours have I spent with Paul in a dark loud room connecting to and sharing that experience of the music, how long have we all spent together, connected by experience in that way? In his contribution to building this site he not only created a contribution to building the drum’n bass community we have now but he has created something that will remain part of the drum’n bass experience as long as people here enjoy it. And new people that never knew Paul will come and learn and grow from that experience. What plays on my mind - stated simply - is Paul had so much going for him. He told us to find happiness, and in seeking happiness I don’t think anyone should ever feel they’re not worthy of it. RIP bro and I will hold down melodic vibes on these munter fucks trust!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pakages sis Posted January 13, 2008 Share Posted January 13, 2008 Paul, So glad that I had you in my life and got to know you. You were always there for my brother and for that I am eternally grateful!!! (Who am I going to ring/text now when I cant find Craig?? ...... You, Mark and Nathan are what I consider to be my 'other baby brothers' and it is with great sadness that I write this.... You made me laugh so many times and yes, I do have an instance that I will hold on to and dust off for laughing about from time to time and that memory will be cherished. Miss you and love you heaps and forever. xoxoxox Donna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nanotek Posted January 13, 2008 Share Posted January 13, 2008 I was really moved by the service. When I first turned up and saw the amount of people I thought Paul must have been a fucking legend, and after hearing the stories about him I felt this statement to be confirmed. It is a shame that things like this happen and my heart truly goes out to his family, his close friends and the rest of the community (not just D&B). Paul was obviously a big influence on everyone he came into contact with and will be sorely missed. R.I.P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enforcer Posted January 14, 2008 Share Posted January 14, 2008 RIP Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yvonne Posted January 14, 2008 Share Posted January 14, 2008 Man it was awesome see so many D’n B people yesterday. I couldn't agree more. Many thanks to all who showed, as hard as the day was I don't think there was much that could have gone better. The amount of people that came to grieve, honour and celebrate Paul was a true tribute to how many people he touched in his lifetime. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nzremo1 Posted January 14, 2008 Share Posted January 14, 2008 RIP cuz, it's good to read the celebration of your life went as perfectly as it could have gone. My thoughts are with everyone affected by this extremely sad situation. Peace. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
reload Posted January 16, 2008 Share Posted January 16, 2008 RIP Paul I only knew Paul a short time, but he was a great guy to be around, friendly to a fault. My thoughts are with his family and close friends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sam b aka Antic Posted January 16, 2008 Share Posted January 16, 2008 Iv'e been going on to dbnz for ages now but this is the first time I've ever left one of these wee messages. I forgot my password and had to get Pakage to re set my profile. Before I got to do a message I forgot my new password again and I was too embarrased to get him to re set it for a second time. I've just been reading all the cool messages people have left about Kritical and I had a good hard think about that password and great success! here I am. I thought I might add some of my thoughts and feelings now I'm technologically available. I am incredibly gratefull to Kritical for teaching me how to mix. Anyone who had the pleasure of recieving some tuition or advice from Kritical on mixing will testify that he was the most patient and capable teacher. He explained the concepts involved in mixing to me so clearly and concisely. Whenever he was explaining something he would get so passionate and exited about imparting the knowledge. I have memories of him hunching over and illustrating with his hands the idea of beat matching being like two cars on a race track. He explained that you want the cars at the same point in the track moving at the same speed. He would move his hands around and almost jump around with enthusiasim as he explained it. Kritical asked his friends and family to think of a funny moment to remember him by. I have been trying over the last few days to find that memory. Although there are many classic moments that spring to mind from the time we spent together the memories of Kritical that stick in my mind the most are images of him mixing, his unique mannerisms behind the decks and most of all his tireless enthusiasim for sharing knowledge with others. I will miss you very much Paul, although I did'nt know you long you were a very good friend to me. Rest in peace Brother. Sam. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
char Posted January 16, 2008 Share Posted January 16, 2008 RIP bro...... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saint Sinner Posted January 17, 2008 Share Posted January 17, 2008 RIP Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mum aka Cobra Posted January 18, 2008 Share Posted January 18, 2008 I have known Paul for a few years, never got close friends with him, but we had some interesting times,.... like the time myself, reload, princess_peach came up to his place in auckland and went to the strip clubs then ended up playing a drinking game called "4 kings" or something, i ended up loosing and standing out on a main road in auckland drinking everyones drink in one vessel spinning round in circles as fast as possible, think we got photos taken of the spew! LOL you Mixed some sweet sounds man.... My thoughts are with you man, and also family and friends! Andi (aka Cobra, Mum) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sect Posted January 20, 2008 Share Posted January 20, 2008 Condolence's to friends and family, I'm sure you're helping one another through such an uncomprehensible time. ez Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jean14 Posted January 21, 2008 Share Posted January 21, 2008 RIP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abuse420 Posted January 22, 2008 Share Posted January 22, 2008 R>I>P, didnt get to know you verry well but the few word that were said i learnt from james. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pakage Posted January 24, 2008 Share Posted January 24, 2008 (edited) For anyone who missed the funeral, or just wants to reminisce on this.. heres a transcript of what i said on the day.. Paul was many things to me as he was to all of you im sure. I first met him way back in the days of pulled up socks, tucked in shirts and exams four times a year. Back then we were school mates. A few years down the track after school was over and we were both working and studying. Paul, Jonny and I moved into my first flat on Commercial Road. Then Paul and i became flat mates. While living in grey lynn we also began working together delivering pizza's after uni. This was when he became my workmate. Paul and i continued to work and flat together over the next almost four years. But we didnt just work together while we were at work either. In our spare time We worked on our website, on learning to dj and eventually on running our own promotion company and a monthly drum and bass gigs. And it was through all of this that we became good mates. Over the years that i knew paul he was a wealth of wisdom and knowledge and wasnt afraid to share it or voice his opinion. He was always the first to make me laugh and the last to let me down. Paul radiated goodness and his life gave the world a net positive gain though all of his hard work and the way he improved all of our lives by knowing him. When you think of paul, dont think of how it ended. Think of all the good times you had and the ways in which is soul's footprint made you a better person. So id just like to share with you one of my stories about Paul that will always makes me smile. A few months ago while having a some beers and a BBQ at the flat, paul with all his ninja skills took it upon himself to get in some stealth practice on all of us unsuspecting non-ninjas. He secretly picked up a handful of pegs out of the peg basket and began pegging them to our pants, our sleeves, our hoodies, anywhere he could get them without us noticing. The riskier spot the better. He even put one on the back of someones hoodie and they pulled the hood up bringing the peg to attention on the top of their head. But this peg we saw and Paul's little game had been discovered with much hilarity as we all began to realize that most of us had them stuck on our clothes. Being discovered didnt stop paul in the slightest however. Infact it just made him go into ultra stealth ninja mode. He said that he needed to go the bathroom and a few moments later those who were facing the bathroom window from the deck saw an arm emerge out of the window from behind the curtain. Those who were facing the window stuggled to keep a straight face while Paul armed with his peg tried to silently lean out the window and strike on his unsuspecting victim. This game didnt stop at home either. No, not for Paul. One night when we were out on the town i was coming back down to the club from having a ciggy and random person walked up past me with a peg stuck on his shoulder. I just about fell down the stairs laughing. I rushed around the bar to try and find Paul and yep. He was there dancing, had pegs in his hand and he was surrounded by all his unsuspecting victims on the dance floor. I hope you will all be able remember paul in a similar way to how i will. He was my workmate and my flatmate.. but most of all he was my good mate. RIP Edited June 20, 2011 by Guest Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zzzp Posted January 24, 2008 Share Posted January 24, 2008 was a great speech . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Known One Posted January 29, 2008 Author Share Posted January 29, 2008 Here is some of the music that was played during Paul's funeral... The Cinematic Orchestra - To build a home Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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